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I just went and saw the first movie ever by myself - and i felt so proud of myself - i thought what do i want to do today? and i thought see this movie - and i did!
Ive had a good last week - ive used the daycare that ive paid for to put kieran in for 4-5 hours a day and used that time to do stuff for me - ive had readings done, ive gone and had lunch with friends, and then when kieran has been picked up ive taken him to the movies!
I have decided ill give myself til sunday to mope a little more (even though im going out on sat night) then after that i will be doing stuff for me!
- go out with my friends at least once every fortnight/month
- watch one movie a month by myself
- watch one movie with kieran a month together
- have a nice relaxing bath once a week with wine if i want after kieran is in bed, or if kieran is out.
- start cleaning my house - try to get rid of clutter to lead love into my life.
- start believeing that there is a man out there for me who is going to love me and kieran.
I feel so much better this week.......i dont know what it is - i miss brad, but i feel that ive been there done that - can get on with my life!
Ive had a good last week - ive used the daycare that ive paid for to put kieran in for 4-5 hours a day and used that time to do stuff for me - ive had readings done, ive gone and had lunch with friends, and then when kieran has been picked up ive taken him to the movies!
I have decided ill give myself til sunday to mope a little more (even though im going out on sat night) then after that i will be doing stuff for me!
- go out with my friends at least once every fortnight/month
- watch one movie a month by myself
- watch one movie with kieran a month together
- have a nice relaxing bath once a week with wine if i want after kieran is in bed, or if kieran is out.
- start cleaning my house - try to get rid of clutter to lead love into my life.
- start believeing that there is a man out there for me who is going to love me and kieran.
I feel so much better this week.......i dont know what it is - i miss brad, but i feel that ive been there done that - can get on with my life!