Mar 24, 2011 17:30
I sit outside with this wonderful weather, the Texas spring. I never knew what spring was until now. I have nothing but things to smile about, a great job, a wonderful boyfriend with family to go along with. My sister is amazing, I hear my niece sing to me on the phone, I hear her blow kisses, my Mother tells me how proud she is... and still, you're missing. I wonder what all these years with you would have felt like. A dad to tell my fears to, I only get to tell Patrick, "If my Dad were here".
It's only if,
everything goes on without you.
Every move, everythihng, goes without.you.
I still smile, because my life would never be this good had I not turned it around, I turned it around for you, and me, and for the sake of living.