More than infatuation, more than devotion.
Finally done with the major papers leaving with Physics Paper 1 & Chemistry Paper 1 on Monday which marks the end of the Mid Year. The following day's a marking day which is ostensibly a great day for an outing(think sun-tanning). Thinking back, it seems like I've screwed up most of my papers except E-math Paper 1 which was horrifyingly simple so I do hope that I'd pass that paper otherwise I can go emo emo slit wrist alrdy.
It's probably due to stress that I'm thinking of you yet again, very much to be exact. If I can, I'd rewrite this story to suit the happy ending I've always fantasize in my dreams. If only I've the chance to convey everything I'd wanna tell you, I would, through any means. Now I only hope for you to text me, just a simple task yet it's utterly impossible. It's been 6months, 6 long grueling months that I fought with no one but myself. Like as if you'd read this page...
I can so relate to this song, if only you'd read it.
A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better
But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
It's probably due to stress that I'm thinking of you yet again, very much to be exact. If I can, I'd rewrite this story to suit the happy ending I've always fantasize in my dreams. If only I've the chance to convey everything I'd wanna tell you, I would, through any means. Now I only hope for you to text me, just a simple task yet it's utterly impossible. It's been 6months, 6 long grueling months that I fought with no one but myself. Like as if you'd read this page...
I can so relate to this song, if only you'd read it.
A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better
But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes