[round 2: silence] where i sit long after you are gone {blair waldorf; gg}

[kwritten]

title: where i sit long after you are gone
fandom: gg
characters: blair waldorf; mentions of serena
rating: g
word count: ~600
recipient/prompt: for lynzie914 who wanted Blair; abandonment issues, comparing herself to Serena/others, her eating disorder; no death or chuck
warnings: discussion of self-harm
setting: general character study that focuses on

Comments

[lynzie914]

Oh, I love everything you did with this.

Its so perfect and heartbreaking and wonderful all at the same time. probably because you wrote it.

I love how she can hear Serena above everything, how she is never surprised to see her friend there, because she can hear her when she hears nothing else. How to her New York is not a loud place, it is the place where she will always hear Serena's heels as they touch the pavement. And Blair in her father's flat, twelve and resentful and this line, this line--

She doesn’t do anything that melodramatic anymore, she’s smarter now, pays people back in ways that they don’t expect - pays them back, but never signs the check.

ITS SO UNBELIEVABLY PERFECT AN SO VERY VERY BLAIR AND JUST GUH.

And then the end. the end where she can't hear serena anymore because she's gone and she doesn't know why and she worships the wrong god because it makes her feel like a queen. and it just. oh it breaks my heart in all the right ways.

I love love this. Thank you so much for writing it for me. :D

[kwritten]

You're welcome sweetness. It was a delight to write!

[rosaxx50]

Oh man, SUDDEN ATTACK OF BLAIR/SERENA FEELINGS. Of Blair/intheshadowofSerena feelings. There's such an incredible mix of larger-than-life presence and unflattering flaws when it comes to Serena through Blair's eyes, such a mix of self-consciousness and defiance and careful control in Blair's. I am overcome.

[kwritten]

I am overcome
oy. I am so delighted and bashful!!!

xoxo

[fluffyfrolicker]

I REFUSE.

that is all.

[kwritten]

probably for the best, honestly