time for a quicky

[mullymulli]

so i know i said this before in an entry way back when, but i am seriously considering getting out of georgia. recently i have really been wanting to go to another country and i feel now couldnt be a better time to do it. no one knows y i feel this way and im goin to keep it that way. Study abroad programs are offered all the time to college students and i think i might try it. im losing hope this semester and so i will be paying my own way and feel like i need to do this. something happened in my life recently that has truly devastated me but has also "shown me the light". I have always considered leaving this place just because i feel like i dont belong here. i still feel this way and really want to get out and start fresh. go somewhere so far away that i will be forced to start a new life. Its refreshing to think about and i plan on carrying it out. I know what all of you are thinking, and you can kiss my ass, bc i have only a few reasons to stay and a ton more to go. Take my word for it, even if it isnt until i graduate, i dont think i will be around much longer.

anyways, leave them..i know you all have your opinions...so as i said before..leave them.

P.S. no one is to blame for this, i have just been enlightened.