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I'm not so sure why, but today I'm feeling a lot better than I have been lately.
It makes even less sense considering I've only been thinking about after college again...
I decided that I was going to research the two main career choices I had in mind and see which sounds moe enjoyable and all that.
Except reading about it gets so boring! DDDDD8
My parents are obviously pushing me toward having a government job, and I'm slowly starting to agree. I'll start sooner, make more money faster (which means paying back student loans super fast), and be able to get out of that business when I'm still quite young. After that, if I so choose, I could hang out or move to another country and do do ESL classes.
I like the way this sounds because it's just....I get to have both of the jobs I want. hahah. It just seems...i dunno...better.
STILL DON'T KNOW HOW TO GO ABOUT IT THOUGH.
but talking with Clara about it made me realize/remember that I decided to go into this because it would make me happiest. and would I be happiest working for all the dickheads in the government? Maybe not. I don't know. I'm going to have to say I doubt it though.
Even with that though it seems like that's the path I'll be taking most likely, and it doesn't even seem that bad.
I can wear really nice clothes all the time if I do, and I like that :D
mmmm I think tomorrow I'm going to try and force my mom downtown with me. I want to find a cell phone cover and stuff. Plus sitting at home gets boring.
My hair's too long! At this point even my dad is noticing, which is really shocking because one time a few years ago I cut off one whole side of my hair and he didn't even notice. Which reminds me, today I saw a girl who had the exact hair cut I did after I did that and it made me want it again. 8| I had to stop and tell myself "NO!!!!!!!!!!!"
I want new lj friends but I don't remember how I got the ones I even have wtf my life.
It makes even less sense considering I've only been thinking about after college again...
I decided that I was going to research the two main career choices I had in mind and see which sounds moe enjoyable and all that.
Except reading about it gets so boring! DDDDD8
My parents are obviously pushing me toward having a government job, and I'm slowly starting to agree. I'll start sooner, make more money faster (which means paying back student loans super fast), and be able to get out of that business when I'm still quite young. After that, if I so choose, I could hang out or move to another country and do do ESL classes.
I like the way this sounds because it's just....I get to have both of the jobs I want. hahah. It just seems...i dunno...better.
STILL DON'T KNOW HOW TO GO ABOUT IT THOUGH.
but talking with Clara about it made me realize/remember that I decided to go into this because it would make me happiest. and would I be happiest working for all the dickheads in the government? Maybe not. I don't know. I'm going to have to say I doubt it though.
Even with that though it seems like that's the path I'll be taking most likely, and it doesn't even seem that bad.
I can wear really nice clothes all the time if I do, and I like that :D
mmmm I think tomorrow I'm going to try and force my mom downtown with me. I want to find a cell phone cover and stuff. Plus sitting at home gets boring.
My hair's too long! At this point even my dad is noticing, which is really shocking because one time a few years ago I cut off one whole side of my hair and he didn't even notice. Which reminds me, today I saw a girl who had the exact hair cut I did after I did that and it made me want it again. 8| I had to stop and tell myself "NO!!!!!!!!!!!"
I want new lj friends but I don't remember how I got the ones I even have wtf my life.