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[mulletsrkoo]

I'm fuckin' sick as hell...again...i feel like I did when I had pneumonia...i need to go to the dr...but don't want, prolly wont, prolly just sleep tommorow and hope to feel better.
I also am depressed as fuck.
i hate my life right now.
Joshie said if i think about suicide again, that I have to give him a five hour notice so we can go out togeather, with a bang.