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[mulletsrkoo]

I'm depressed. I feel like, I'm not good enough. My selfesteem is at a new low. I'm really unhappy with my appearance. And I have it in my head that that is the reason that things didnt' work with mike and I and why josh and I are still, "just friends". I know in my heart that its not true, but my head tells me otherwise.
So, diet time. I bought some trimspa, and alot of atkins stuff, so tommorow, we'll see. anyways. shower time...yuk.