"Our Shangri-La you can't forget always so close come to us now"
"Clown masquerade/Rich boys look on/When will they learn this loneliness?"
I feel like such a bitch. Mike had his heart stomped on once again...and I'm being selfish. ::sigh::
I wish that I could just, fix things. fix everything. Like I've said before, I wish I could fix it and make his life right, where he didn't hurt anymore...even if that means that he never met me. I wish I could fix it where his life was like it was when he was happy. Before his ex became a bitch, I wish I could fix it where he was with his daughter all of the time. I wish i could fix everything.
I wish i could make josh happy too. Why can't things be like they should. I honestly, wish that I could fix everything, for everyone else. I don't care i that means that i'm unhappy. because if everyone else is happy, what does one person being unhappy matter. ::sigh::
because it doesn't matter to me...i don't care about being happy as long as the poeple i care about are. Maybe that means i should be outta their lives.
On a different note: I got my insurance...time to start trying to get gastric bypass again.
Why can't i make things right? Its so fuckin' frustrating.
love--
Karol Ann
I feel like such a bitch. Mike had his heart stomped on once again...and I'm being selfish. ::sigh::
I wish that I could just, fix things. fix everything. Like I've said before, I wish I could fix it and make his life right, where he didn't hurt anymore...even if that means that he never met me. I wish I could fix it where his life was like it was when he was happy. Before his ex became a bitch, I wish I could fix it where he was with his daughter all of the time. I wish i could fix everything.
I wish i could make josh happy too. Why can't things be like they should. I honestly, wish that I could fix everything, for everyone else. I don't care i that means that i'm unhappy. because if everyone else is happy, what does one person being unhappy matter. ::sigh::
because it doesn't matter to me...i don't care about being happy as long as the poeple i care about are. Maybe that means i should be outta their lives.
On a different note: I got my insurance...time to start trying to get gastric bypass again.
Why can't i make things right? Its so fuckin' frustrating.
love--
Karol Ann