here we go now
allrite. so i was kinda ok with not going to my dads this summer. my moms like yeah make all the plans you want. and then today she told me i am going. i just dont know if i want to. its going to suck. he lives in a 2 room apartment in hickville, drew and erik git their own room, im gona sleep on the couch coz i dont wana take my dads room like my mom insists. hes going to be going into work at 5 am till 3pm everyday. so ill be stuck at the house with the boys. but lucas mucas has got his liscense. my aunt mary moved to virgina beach like this week. so i wont have her there to keep it not so cheap. i just might stay with my aunt cheryl for a week. i cant stand this pressure. my dad just doesnt keep up with my age. for the first time in life i just might give him attitude. he didnt even want me to come there ths summer because of money issues. but the bright side is my dirtbike. ill be spending a lot of time with my baby. i just dont want to waste time this summer. is he even going to do anything with his children? or are we just chillin in the house? i just feel like im going to be a bother for him. so yeah, for three weeks after 4th of july im going to be the only girl around. exciting. i cant even get a job intown. that would at least pass time. i just dont know anyone out there anymore. half the family is gone and guys just always seem to be dominate. simple living for me. sorry if you read this you prob dont care.