Nov 09, 2004 23:42
Its official.
I think I depressed. Pssh. What a pisser.
Funhouse on thursday... or maybe I will just bug Matt.
I want alone time. I want to be able to talk on the phone and not have people make comments about what I am talking about. It makes me feel stupid. I can't help but care what people think of me. Its a weakness. I want to be myself again. I don't know. I can't take jokes and it's upseting me. I want to be able to joke around with people more than anything. Its not anyone its me.
Oh well.. I just have to suck it up... here we go. Pretend to be happy. I can act.. .a little bit