fiona jane foster
well my beautiful wife gave birth to the most beautiful baby!!! she was born 20 inches, 8 and a half pounds! she a big cutey! the other day i was showing off her pictures to everyone and they were telling all thier friends in other units about how cute she was and i had people from other units coming by to check out fiona. i was thinking to myself that i am the luuckiest guy in the world.then later on in the evening i was thinking to myself that fiona has seen everyone accept for me....mega mer.......then i wondered if she had noticed that she has heard all these voices before accept for mine. i hoped that she had thought to herself that "hey where is that other voice i used to hear all the time?" "and where is the face that made that voice?" i don't know if she thinks that but i hope that she does. i cried for like half an hour last night because i didn't want to go home and hold fiona and her cry because i am not her mommy and wonder who the hell this tattooed wierdo is trying to hold her. just the thought of that really hurt my feelings. but it made me feel better when brittany told me that she smiles whenever anyone holds her. and oh my god, fiona's smile!!!! it is sooo breath taking!!! i would make her smile over and over again because i know that one smile wouldn't be enough. she is too cute!!!! i am glad that brittany is feeling better. i feel really bad because i know that she is in alot of pain. i wish that i could be there to hold her hand and make her smile as she lays in that hospitol bed but hey, i know that is not gonna happen. then chuck (fiona's grandpa) told brittany the other night that he was thinking of a fiona tattoo. THAT WAS MY IDEA!!! well i am sure that fiona will feel special when she is older knowing that her name is tattooed on everyone in the family. she is a special little girl. i can't wait to see pictures of her in her crib, car seat, with britt in the rocking chair,all of her out fits, and everything that is hers....wow! she makes everything cute. i just have to say that i am the proudest husband and father ever.