Dec 20, 2004 22:20
hola
yea this is so pointless having school for 1-1/2 days, but tomoro shouldn't b that bad cept for lit wher we actually havta do work, also in espanol but thats pointless easy stuff. then its on to Christmas Break!(also includin some damn hw)
it doesnt really feel like anything tho right now, idk if its me or my surroundings, but im jus not that excited when i really should b this jolly time of year. i actually would rather b in school (mayb) jus so ill b wit my friends cuz thats wen im the happiest(cuz friends r daaaa best). like right now, im bored & loney, therefor pissed.(dont wanna say depressed tho) mayb Christmas isnt seemin that big because im not gonna get what i truly want, sumthin that no parent, family member, or santa can give me, sumthin BIGGER than BIG, but small enough to fit into my <3heart<3.
* i CANT forget tho wat God DID give me almost 2005 years ago *
well hopefully things will turn around soon over break, very sooooon i hope! i wanna spend time with u, and u, and most importantly u. we'll see :-/
over and out~