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Apparently some friends are only that when you're cheery and funny and you act like a goofball without a care in the world. If you're going through a rough time, you become an asshole and are hated by generally everyone.
There are of course exceptions.
Evidently I'm too bitingly sarcastic these days. I hope I can change that. Pessimistic Pat is not popular, either way, so we'll see.
This is shaping up to be one hell of a senior year, and if I do get the car it looks like I may be buying, I forsee using it a lot.
There's not much to update. The job sucks. We all know this. Summer is, so far, playing poker in a garage and drinking at the bar. a lot.
Hopefully when the rents hit the shore and I throw my first legal parties here, good times will be had by all and that should turn some shit around.
What else. Metallica's new album rocks. We've established that as well. Picked up Radiohead's "Hail to the Thief" and it's a decent record. A few more weeks until the Summer Sanitarium tour. Metallica in Philly = badass.
Since livejouranl is a forumn for debate it seems, what with Amie's last entry, I'll put it up right now. Am I too "dark" and "moody" as I'be been called? or too "pessimistic" and "mean"? If so, let me know, instead of shading out whenever I sign on, or giving me the cold shoulder under the pretense that all is cool. I think it should be fairly evident at this point that if there is one thing I hate more than anything it's lies and deceit and two-faced actions. So let me know.
Also think about this as well though. To the "friends" who claim they don't like how I'm acting or think I'm being a tool to them, think about this. There are those that don't see me that way. There are those friends that hear about these arguments and can't fathom what the deal is. So perhaps it's not me treating those individuals with some dark and broody attitude, perhaps it's those individuals' treatment of me that brings it out. But either way, fuck it, rank in. How much does Pat suck these days? let's have it. And no, this isn't fishing for compliments before someone says it, jackass. I'm asking who thinks I'm too much of a "pessimist" or too "angry" these days or any of the other number of things I've been accused of being.
Whatever.
Peace
There are of course exceptions.
Evidently I'm too bitingly sarcastic these days. I hope I can change that. Pessimistic Pat is not popular, either way, so we'll see.
This is shaping up to be one hell of a senior year, and if I do get the car it looks like I may be buying, I forsee using it a lot.
There's not much to update. The job sucks. We all know this. Summer is, so far, playing poker in a garage and drinking at the bar. a lot.
Hopefully when the rents hit the shore and I throw my first legal parties here, good times will be had by all and that should turn some shit around.
What else. Metallica's new album rocks. We've established that as well. Picked up Radiohead's "Hail to the Thief" and it's a decent record. A few more weeks until the Summer Sanitarium tour. Metallica in Philly = badass.
Since livejouranl is a forumn for debate it seems, what with Amie's last entry, I'll put it up right now. Am I too "dark" and "moody" as I'be been called? or too "pessimistic" and "mean"? If so, let me know, instead of shading out whenever I sign on, or giving me the cold shoulder under the pretense that all is cool. I think it should be fairly evident at this point that if there is one thing I hate more than anything it's lies and deceit and two-faced actions. So let me know.
Also think about this as well though. To the "friends" who claim they don't like how I'm acting or think I'm being a tool to them, think about this. There are those that don't see me that way. There are those friends that hear about these arguments and can't fathom what the deal is. So perhaps it's not me treating those individuals with some dark and broody attitude, perhaps it's those individuals' treatment of me that brings it out. But either way, fuck it, rank in. How much does Pat suck these days? let's have it. And no, this isn't fishing for compliments before someone says it, jackass. I'm asking who thinks I'm too much of a "pessimist" or too "angry" these days or any of the other number of things I've been accused of being.
Whatever.
Peace