Hello summer. Hello.
It's summer.....well at least in my mind, the weather has been consistent, I'm wearing tank tops and making shorts out of old pants. Okay so the weather was rainy and crappy today, but my mindset is summer.
I feel that my time in this city is over, I am into seeing and enjoying as much as i can. My head is clear, and I am anticipating August more and more and more. My mind has been racing a mile a minute full of ideas. There are a million books I want to buy, along with new music. I am inspired. Okay wait I shouldn't say my head is completely clear, I have been imbibing, but I have some self control.
I'm on the celibacy wagon again. My new strategy is to have blown up pictures of std's on my wall. I just don't feel it. I was plugged in for a minute there, and somehow convinced myself that i wasn't acting like a damn fool but guess what...duh duh duh....I was acting like a damn fool, and felt my heart hurt. again. I need to make better choices. I need to stop looking at these hot young things. So tempting...but no! Must focus on life. yes.
I have things to look forward to, I'm dj'ing Chances next week, work oppurtunities, barbecues, going to venture to wisconsin next week, brad's coming in a few weeks, then friends birthdays, my birthdays, a trip to upper michigan, signing a lease on a new place to live in a much warmer climate.
yuppers.
I feel that my time in this city is over, I am into seeing and enjoying as much as i can. My head is clear, and I am anticipating August more and more and more. My mind has been racing a mile a minute full of ideas. There are a million books I want to buy, along with new music. I am inspired. Okay wait I shouldn't say my head is completely clear, I have been imbibing, but I have some self control.
I'm on the celibacy wagon again. My new strategy is to have blown up pictures of std's on my wall. I just don't feel it. I was plugged in for a minute there, and somehow convinced myself that i wasn't acting like a damn fool but guess what...duh duh duh....I was acting like a damn fool, and felt my heart hurt. again. I need to make better choices. I need to stop looking at these hot young things. So tempting...but no! Must focus on life. yes.
I have things to look forward to, I'm dj'ing Chances next week, work oppurtunities, barbecues, going to venture to wisconsin next week, brad's coming in a few weeks, then friends birthdays, my birthdays, a trip to upper michigan, signing a lease on a new place to live in a much warmer climate.
yuppers.