drunk ramblings
It's like 3 in the morning. I sleep all day, and stay up all hours of the night now, drinking a cosmo. Had a pleasent evening with the lovely Eric and James, singing that karaoke up at Roscoe's, drinking Tab, and rum and diet cokes. yikes. white castle. Clam strips. New Christina Aguilera songs. Eric is actually heading back over here now, lord, I have to have gay men up in my house all hours of the night, this is how I do.
So I'm dealing with some wierd shit in my brain. I'm going to try this thing called celibacy for a little while. This will be good for me, as I was starting to feel a bit strange. i mean part of me really wants to get laid on my birthday next week, but I have to think about what I'm doing with myself. I am not taking care of myself right now, and haven't been since Paul and I broke up. So I guess i'm dealing with it all a bit strangely. Watching myself waste away a bit. Not good, but well, yeah. I just don't know. I mean I'm okay I'm happy and satisfied with my life, but yeah I'm not taking good care of myself, and that's important, you know.
Ugh.
Alcohol.
So now I'm just gonna make like a nun, read plato, learn about judaism, and well I dunno.
So I'm dealing with some wierd shit in my brain. I'm going to try this thing called celibacy for a little while. This will be good for me, as I was starting to feel a bit strange. i mean part of me really wants to get laid on my birthday next week, but I have to think about what I'm doing with myself. I am not taking care of myself right now, and haven't been since Paul and I broke up. So I guess i'm dealing with it all a bit strangely. Watching myself waste away a bit. Not good, but well, yeah. I just don't know. I mean I'm okay I'm happy and satisfied with my life, but yeah I'm not taking good care of myself, and that's important, you know.
Ugh.
Alcohol.
So now I'm just gonna make like a nun, read plato, learn about judaism, and well I dunno.