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Jan 03, 2007 18:35

Bests of 2006 ( Read more... )

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x_its_a_dream_x January 4 2007, 11:18:30 UTC
I've been friends with you for a long time and I'm not a dick to you!

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mulesaregood January 4 2007, 19:42:35 UTC
true, but you also never talk to me anymore

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x_its_a_dream_x January 4 2007, 21:36:14 UTC
I haven't seen you make any attempts, Scott.

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mulesaregood January 5 2007, 04:17:15 UTC
oh for fucks sake!
IM AN ASSHOLE IM SORRY FOR MAKING THE WORLD A SHITTY PLACE ITS ALL MY FAULT

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x_its_a_dream_x January 5 2007, 07:48:43 UTC
Jesus Christ, Scott, cut it out.
There's no reason to act like an angst-ridden teenager.

I was just pointing out that you don't talk to me either. It's a two-way street.
No, maybe I'm not a good friend because I don't pay enough attention to you. Maybe I should suck it up, get over my hate of phones and call you sometime. Maybe we should figure out a way to hang out.

And maybe I do fit in with your dick friends because I haven't told you how proud I am of you for going back to work.
Or because I don't tell you enough how much I love and care for you.

Just don't write me off. Sometimes I'm not so good with friendships.

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mulesaregood January 5 2007, 19:21:22 UTC
im not even getting into that angst-ridden teenager comment
all im going to say is that ive messaged you a bunch of times on iam and on myspace and sometimes you message back, sometimes you dont, most of the times you message back once and i dont hear from you again for months, i dont care if you've said anything about me going back to work or that you dont call me...all i said was that my long term friends are dicks, in saying that i was refering to the people i see on a regular basis, do you really think i meant that everyone ive known for more than 4 years is a dick?
i dont think i should be made to feel guilty and to be made think that i'm a bad friend because you felt that you were grouped in with a bunch of people that are dicks to me...the only way i can see it that you'd get upset about is if you have a guilty conscience about being a bad friend...and if that's the case i still dont see why i should be made to feel like a dick...that is all

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x_its_a_dream_x January 5 2007, 21:55:00 UTC
Scott, dammit... all I said was that I wasn't a dick to you, and that you didn't talk to me either.
Why are you freaking out so much over it?
Am I trying to make you feel guilty? no. That would make no sense. As you pointed out, I haven't made much attempt to keep in contact with you. Were you trying to make me feel guilty when you told me I never talk to you?

I don't even remember the last time you messaged me on IAM or Myspace. - other than my birthday
And the same goes for me except I was a day late like I am with everyone.

I'm not good with conversations through messages. I put off answering and when I finally find something to say I feel stupid answering.
Do you remember me begging you to get AIM again? Or MSN? So we could talk in real time?

I'm sorry that I made you feel bad. That wasn't my intention. I just assumed that you still considered me a real friend. So when you said that all your friends were dicks to you... *shrugs* I just misunderstood.

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mulesaregood January 6 2007, 05:36:57 UTC
sorry

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x_its_a_dream_x January 6 2007, 07:32:10 UTC
Why the hell are you sorry?

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mulesaregood January 6 2007, 16:02:30 UTC
for getting overly upset and being over sensitive, for making you feel bad too, for escalting this to a whole new level, im sorry

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