sry... ma lil rant
lol, wow... 4 some reason, i jus thought about friends n such, n bout people who im prolly never gonna c again in ma life... n i felt tha it would b necessary 2 get up n jus start typin on the good ol comp
n no, im not jus a depressed lil boy who jus had nuthin 2 do but miss ppl, but i was jus chillin wit ma friends, n we started tlkin bout bein friends for life... plannin out stuff for spring break n stuff, lol. yes, sometimes guys do tha... we're not gay.... ... ... :-)
but after droppin them off... sat around at home, listened 2 ma parents lecture me about how i go out 2 much... even though i basically stayed at home yesterday... lol, they want me 2 stay at home some more so i can b bored starin at a comp. though they're not really done yet, apparently ma mom was really tired, so she'll continue our convo in the mornin, yay!
newho i did try 2 sleep, but i jus couldnt, grrr, even though i did only have like 3 hrs last nite, n i tried 2 take a nap b4 some1 called n woke me up after jus 30 mins. so i guess tha i jus had a lotta time 2 think. one of the bad things tha i've found out bout maslf durin this summer is tha im kinda pessimistic... though i like 2 call it realistic.. but i guess tha would kinda make me pessimistic if i think the pessimistic viewpoint is realistic.. hmmm eh. prolly came about from the hollow promises tha i've made n received from different ppl recently... lol, but i guess i kinda wanna jus apologize 4 nethin tha i mita said i would do but didnt... n i dont really care if u think apologies r hollow, cuz i dont :-p even though it is a little sad, the few ppl tha can read this entry r ppl tha i'll never c again, regardless of wha i may say, but dont fret or feel sad!! idk 4 some strange reason tha i dont really understand, it's alrite. it has been really fun these last ... few months for some, years for others, not much 2 really regret, so nuthin 2 really b sad about... lol, im not very good at explainin things
n dont complain bout this entry, cuz u've all had entries like this, so it's jus ma turn :-p even though it's a month in2 summer... BLAH
well, dont really kno wha else 2 type, i've been listenin to 2 much music 2 really concentrate on typin stuff out, lol, so i guess i mite as well jus quote a very smart lil grl.. if i dont get 2 tlk 2 u later, i hope u have a great life :-)