Feelings of fear, anxiety and misery in which I find myself thinking more and more about the procedure and less about the results.
My Dr(psych) and I talked about my fears and she had me write a list of pros and cons, it seemed to make me feel better at the time. Even if some of the fears were kind of non-related to the procedure at all. She went over everything, even drew a picture and went over it. It seemed silly at first, but again it helped at the time. Now without her, just thinking about it, i am getting clammy and flushed...
Not sure how I'm going to deal with the needles, but i know its for the best.
A link to some info about what they are doing...
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/12842535/