a day in the life...
Well, it's been awile since i've posted anything of real substance.
I saw Heather yesterday. It was wierd seeing her, it made me think of the way things used to be. Always haveing little spats and then having big blow-out fighting alot, this was not a good way for us to live. It doesn't really matter what happend, we both in our own ways were at fault.
In seeing her again, it made me realize that she is doing what she should... being a mother suits her, she looks like a mom.
I only stopped by to get some tax paperwork from her. We spoke a bit on how we were both doing, then hugged and i left. Apon leaving i saw little Patrick walking back home with Micheal (his uncle, but prob more like a big brother). That was hard, i looked at them and smiled, didn't really wave... Just a big smile. I'm not really sure if that was the right reaction, but that's how i handled it. I think that i should have stopped, told him how much i miss him and how much i love him. I just hope that someday he can forgive me for abandoning him. Yeasterday was not that day, maybe someday... we will see.
Patrick
I saw Heather yesterday. It was wierd seeing her, it made me think of the way things used to be. Always haveing little spats and then having big blow-out fighting alot, this was not a good way for us to live. It doesn't really matter what happend, we both in our own ways were at fault.
In seeing her again, it made me realize that she is doing what she should... being a mother suits her, she looks like a mom.
I only stopped by to get some tax paperwork from her. We spoke a bit on how we were both doing, then hugged and i left. Apon leaving i saw little Patrick walking back home with Micheal (his uncle, but prob more like a big brother). That was hard, i looked at them and smiled, didn't really wave... Just a big smile. I'm not really sure if that was the right reaction, but that's how i handled it. I think that i should have stopped, told him how much i miss him and how much i love him. I just hope that someday he can forgive me for abandoning him. Yeasterday was not that day, maybe someday... we will see.
Patrick