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im so depressed... i think its because i had such a good weekend and i'm upset it ended. I know i keep talking about him and you're probably sick of it... but I can't believe I found someone I liked so much. I guess this is what i'd be like if i went to public school. I guess Im just upset that I found someone who resembles my dream guy so much that now its possible that my dream guy exists... and that i cant have him or be with him or even know him more than a name and a memory. my god that was so sappy and i apologize...
i think i've also come to the realization that in a year, it won't be kelly's house arrest that keeps her from being at concerts with me. when we're all at college, who will dance with me and meet hot british men and sing and make friends with tshirt vendors with me?
i've been listening to the song "why does it always rain on me" by travis. i dont know why, but i get such a strange feeling of deja vu when i hear it... its like a song from a movie, but you can't remember the movie... but its also sort of like a memory from a long-forgotten dream... one of the lines in the song is "why does it always rain on me? is it because i lied when i was seventeen?" the line makes me feel like i haven't been living seventeen. it's such a romanticized year and i haven't done what i want to do with it. i want to go to concerts, meet boys, dance, run in the waves on the beach...
i think i don't want the weekend to end because i lived in the moment so much. i felt so seventeen and i want the rest of my year back...
i think i've also come to the realization that in a year, it won't be kelly's house arrest that keeps her from being at concerts with me. when we're all at college, who will dance with me and meet hot british men and sing and make friends with tshirt vendors with me?
i've been listening to the song "why does it always rain on me" by travis. i dont know why, but i get such a strange feeling of deja vu when i hear it... its like a song from a movie, but you can't remember the movie... but its also sort of like a memory from a long-forgotten dream... one of the lines in the song is "why does it always rain on me? is it because i lied when i was seventeen?" the line makes me feel like i haven't been living seventeen. it's such a romanticized year and i haven't done what i want to do with it. i want to go to concerts, meet boys, dance, run in the waves on the beach...
i think i don't want the weekend to end because i lived in the moment so much. i felt so seventeen and i want the rest of my year back...