.my blood approves (and kisses are a better fate than wisdom)

[mukou_tanjoubi]

What's...

...I heard people talking earlier. Some were crying. Luxaky-chan...was he there, too?
I didn't see him.
L...where did you get to? I spoke with Luxaky-chan earlier, and maybe I'm okay with being a "tricycle," after all.
(Laughs a little)

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[goggleboy03]

...I'm sorry...
L is gone. I don't know if he'll ever be back.

Luxaky is with me.

[mukou_tanjoubi]

...
(Is silent for a long while, and when he speaks, it's oddly casual)
Gone. He's...
That's okay, Matt.
That's...
I never asked him to stay, anyway.
(Narrows his eyes a bit, lips tugging into a frown)

.....How is he?

[goggleboy03]

...the Assitant took him. I couldn't do anything. She said she didn't know if he'd be able to come back.

He's sleeping. Other than that I'm not sure.

[mukou_tanjoubi]

The...Assisant?

(And he kind of snaps, eyes widening. He curses rather loudly and turns, punching the wall forecefully, face red)
I'll kill her! She's...she's done, she's hurt too much.
She's ruined everything. Again.

He won't be able to handle it, Matt. If I can't, he can't.

[goggleboy03]

(( >> pretend that says "Assistant" and that I've learned to check over my posts again.))

*nods slowly* I don't really think there's anything we can do to her...but I'd like to be wrong on that.

I know. I'm going to try to help him anyway. I...can try to help you too if you want.

[mukou_tanjoubi]

[Ehh, yeah, sorry. XD I'm kind of being lazy today.]

I'll find a way. We can't just let these things keep happening.

...Matt, I don't know if there's anything you can do to help.

[goggleboy03]

((s'ok ;P))

*rubs his head* Mm. Hopefully you're right. We can find something to do about it... *sighs*

I know...but I want to help. I don't like seeing my friends hurt.

[mukou_tanjoubi]

...I--
I loved him, Matt. You know? I...didn't want this to happen.
What if I lose Luxaky-chan next...?

(Laughs in a disheartened way)
Just don't go anywhere, okay?

[goggleboy03]

You...no. I didn't know that. I didn't want him to go either.
Oh god...No, we can't just live in fear of that. There has to be something.

*smiles a bit*
I'm not planning on it. Did you know? The other room I'm stuck in, there's only one other person who's been there longer. So many people have left, but I've always been there. I think this place will be the same.

[mukou_tanjoubi]

......
(Takes in a shuddery breath)
Something....I don't know. I can't lose him, Matt. I can't.
I won't.

...I hope so. You're one of the only people I can turn to.

[goggleboy03]

...I don't want to lose anybody else, either. I'll try and see if I can find anything. *rubs his head* Hopefully... *trails off, shruging a bit*

I'm glad I can help.