.now the ears of my ears awake (and now the eyes of my eyes are opened)

[mukou_tanjoubi]

So, this is--
Victory.

It is bitter; nothing at all like I had expected.
But I have won, nevertheless.
That is the only relevance.

Comments

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[goggleboy03]

He's not dead, you know.
What are you going to do about that?

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[mukou_tanjoubi]

... Not?

-- No.

So he-- lived. I should have expected this, god dammit.

*laughs softly*

Oh, oh, what will I do now?

[Private // Unhackable]

[goggleboy03]

Luxaky found him, and another B and a Light healed him.

I'm interested in what you'll do from here.

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[mukou_tanjoubi]

Hmm, did he, now?
Soon, then. Very soon.

I am interested as well, Matt.

[Private // Unhackable]

[goggleboy03]

They did.
I do not know if Luxaky knows it was you yet, but L tried to tell him.

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[mukou_tanjoubi]

...His name. I can't stand it.

When you told me that he was alive, I knew that Luxaky-chan would be informed.

This is where everything fails~

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[goggleboy03]

....what is it?

I suppose it is.

Re: [Private // Unhackable]

[mukou_tanjoubi]

Hmm...

Matt, what do you suppose will happen to me?

[Private // Unhackable]

[goggleboy03]

I expect they'll want revenge, even if Luxaky doesn't go along with it L and the other B--probably even that L's Light--must be very angry with you.

What will you do about that?

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[mukou_tanjoubi]

I'm not sure yet.

My only priority at the moment is Luxaky-chan. All else must wait for another time.

Re: [Private // Unhackable]

[goggleboy03]

Do you want to help him or hurt him? Do you want to let him stay with L or force him back to you?

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[mukou_tanjoubi]

I would never hurt him; and I would never force him to do anything.

I just wish for him to see my reasoning behind it all. Expecting more seems out of the question, as of now.

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[goggleboy03]

What was your reasoning behind it?

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[mukou_tanjoubi]

L and I both agreed that we would fight for Luxaky-chan. Slightly barbaric, perhaps, but it was as simple as that.

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[goggleboy03]

I see. I wouldn't have expected L to go for that so literally
It remains to be seen who truely won, then.

Re: [Private // Unhackable]

[mukou_tanjoubi]

L and I were both determined. And, I suppose you're right.

I don't think a victor will emerge from all of this, after all.