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Ok I don't know what in the world is going on, but it is sooo not freakin' cool @ all. I'm not in a peachy mood. I'm freakin' out stressin' like, but I don't feel like normal anxiety, huge weight on heart, holy cow stress. It's different. It's just empty. I can't stop fidgitting and I don't know why. It's soooo weird & annoying. I've been told to take a me day. So I will 2morro prolly. ALL ALONE JUST ME!! YAY!! Ugh, this is a crappy feeling. But anyways, so if I don't talk to ya'll for awhile this will be why. I'm thinking things over and evaluating & just trying to decide what I NEED!!!! b/c right now I don't know, but I need something. GEEE!!!! ok I'm going to go lay down and meditate or something I can't take it anymore. Later all. *Lots of Love*