Rant & Rave
what the heck is going on?!?! I don't care anymore. I quit it all. How much longer till it's over? I don't care if he hates me. He drives me crazy. I can't take it. I want to go far away from all these people and this riduculous drama. I hate SHS. I hate school period. I hate annoying people. I hate being bored. I hate not being able to skip class. I hate not being able to do w/e I want to. I hate that it'll never work. I hate that it happened. I want to graduate. I want to go to college. I want to leave this place. I want to go on vacation. I want to go someplace new. I want to meet a new friend. I want know to Him more. I want to be able to let Him take control. I want to grow-up and have a husband and kids. I wish I didn't care so much. Why does it have to be like this. Where is the love? I want to get it over with. I want to be w/ them forever. I don't want to leave them. I love them. I wanna hit that, hit that! Why are there so few? What has happened? When will it be over? Why does it have to rain so much? Why can't there be continuous bright sunlight? Why does he have to be such a jerk? Why does he not like me & think I'm dumb? Why is that our final? How can that be a final? Why don't we ever do work? Why is everything so easy? I love you. Why do that have that club? Why does she think she's queen? Why are they loud? I can't wait anymore. I wish we could do it now. I wish we could work on it. I want to go to a party. I want to have the time of my life. I don't want to have a care in the world. I want to live life to the fullest. I don't want to miss them. I can't stand the thought of missing them. I want to keep in touch. I don't ever want to lose them. I want to help. I don't want to work. I want to have Christmas. I want to turn 17. I want to have a party. I want to get together every week. I want to know them more. I want to be best buds. I never want to forget them. Oh my word!! I love this. This rocks my soul. All will be alright...I feel it. I love you all. :)