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Oct 14, 2005 09:35

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but actual song?: Pulse - Ani Difranco (14:16)

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First song that comes up on Shuffle:
Leaving on a Jetplane - John Denver

Top Five Most Played Songs:
(22) Everything is Alright - Motion City Soundtrack
(18) Make Out Kids - Motion City Soundtrack
(18) Hold Me Down - Motion City Soundtrack
(15) Hide and Seek - Imogen Heap
(14) Put Your Arms Around Me - Texas

Find "sex." How many songs come up? 4
Find "death." How many song come up? 2
Find "love." How many songs come up? 87
Total number of songs in iTunes? 1801

What's wrong?
Nothing.
No really...
I wouldn't tell you anyway

i love those who love me for my honesty, thanks

I like this song a lot, but it scares me
I would offer you my pulse, i would give you my breath

friends, never underestimate the illusion of inclusion
you don't actually have to LET people decide or be involved with making decisions or plans
but there are ways of making them seem important (like keeping them informed)

lab starts an hour late this morning
"sleep in!" you might think
but my girlfriend had to work at 6 so sleeping in was like an extra hour in her bed before walking home.

sometimes when i make people laugh, i just want to cry
a couple weeks ago in my communication class practice someone was asking about sexual harassment and the teacher was like "what would you say if a patient touched your breast"
and i said " ask him if he likes it?"
and everyone laughed, and i could feel tears
it's cool to make people laugh, but then when the laughter stops, it's done
i don't know what i mean

tonight at 8 i get to hang out with stacy, i'm excited because it's a fun time
but i hope if we go to a bar, it's a fun one and we don't have to stay until it closes because, it's true, i'm a morning person

This week I saw Brad, a friend, no...an acquaintance from high school and he asked me to eat lunch with him
so I did and we talked a lot and I was surprised at how well the conversation went
i feel like he understands some of the stuff I feel so alone on, so that's nice
haha writing that made me remember my first memory of him
honors biology freshman year, this girl i had been best friends with but we had "broken up" was like OBSESSED with him cause he was "sooo hot" and i remember thinking that he was cute but i couldn't talk to him or she would get mad at me

if i was gonna take a midnight train, it wouldn't be to georgia
fuck it, i can tell you where it would be because you wouldn't/couldn't come find me anyway
west, southwest, california, somewhere warm...homeless on the beach until things make sense

i'm a loner, always have been, but for a time there it was by choice
well i guess everything is a choice

i guess i have too much to say, shut up, go to bed
time is up
sick of you
*sigh*
my brain and body can't even get enough air to deal with you
you're disrupting my physiological functioning, social life, close friendships (where were they...when...scraping your cheeks with a cold spoon?)
fucker
sometimes i'm so angry with me
but sometimes i know it's not me that i am angry with

how long do i have to try to impress those you love
and how long can i do it until i let myself feel how i know i do deep down?
this is what it's like.
this.
Lola
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