sucky week
Well how is it going??? laura i am happy that you liked the shirt. Man i do have to admit i have some cute shirts. but tooo bad they are all my sisters.
WEll i have had a rough week. I hate school well really no it was just with my eye. I thought it was rude what a nun told me but i dont want to say what she said. I couldnt even see my tests i was like blind. but i had to take them. WEll today my eye is like whole lot better. good thing i didnt have to go to the hospital or anything. right now it just hurts because i had to like get stuff out of it so i could see and clean it. Man but its almost gone. but to bad juan is not here to like see me again. Man i was crying but then again i was happy that he didnt come. I dont know i really wanted to see him like really bad and like he wrote me an email and like feel sooo bad for him. I just dont know what to do. I cant say i am in love with him, but i could say i like him alot which i do. I dont know but now that this happened i just dont even want to talk to him. I replied to his email saying you know its ok but really its not. If you couldnt come this time who knows if you can come the next are you going to right me a stupid email saying you cant come but i will bring a friend with me so you can introduce him to someone. Its like What the FUck. he couldnt come on his own, did he need someone to hold his hand to use like the potty or to drive to houston. Man i dont know. Like what i tell everyone there are more fish in the sea and maybe juan wasnt one of those fishes. I dont plan on writing him because i know i am going to like him again and i just dont want to like go through the same thing of him not coming. The only thing i am happy about is that he didnt have to see my eye. I was like praying to god that my thing on my eye would go away. ANd look it is and hes not here. Man i am about to cry again. DAvid i didnt have to worry, the bad thing was that i knew maybe he was cheating on me i had the feeling, he a big hornball. BUt like i put up with his drinking and the distance but now that i think of it i shouldnt have even said yes. I should have just kept quiet. I could say i fell in love with him but too bad he didnt he doesnt even talk to me anymore. I really dont care. I tried calling him with elyssa but that didnt work i freaked out. This is just not my week, i would have to say i cried more than smile in this month and to think about it, its like holy week and isnt it suppose to be joyous. why isnt it like that for me??? well i hope it goes good. I am still going on sunday to that party to where juan would have been at. I hope he will be there and all of this would be a joke but i doubt it. i really dont want to go but like my moms relatives want me going. I really dont want to though.
HAPPY EASTER WEEKEND!!
WEll i have had a rough week. I hate school well really no it was just with my eye. I thought it was rude what a nun told me but i dont want to say what she said. I couldnt even see my tests i was like blind. but i had to take them. WEll today my eye is like whole lot better. good thing i didnt have to go to the hospital or anything. right now it just hurts because i had to like get stuff out of it so i could see and clean it. Man but its almost gone. but to bad juan is not here to like see me again. Man i was crying but then again i was happy that he didnt come. I dont know i really wanted to see him like really bad and like he wrote me an email and like feel sooo bad for him. I just dont know what to do. I cant say i am in love with him, but i could say i like him alot which i do. I dont know but now that this happened i just dont even want to talk to him. I replied to his email saying you know its ok but really its not. If you couldnt come this time who knows if you can come the next are you going to right me a stupid email saying you cant come but i will bring a friend with me so you can introduce him to someone. Its like What the FUck. he couldnt come on his own, did he need someone to hold his hand to use like the potty or to drive to houston. Man i dont know. Like what i tell everyone there are more fish in the sea and maybe juan wasnt one of those fishes. I dont plan on writing him because i know i am going to like him again and i just dont want to like go through the same thing of him not coming. The only thing i am happy about is that he didnt have to see my eye. I was like praying to god that my thing on my eye would go away. ANd look it is and hes not here. Man i am about to cry again. DAvid i didnt have to worry, the bad thing was that i knew maybe he was cheating on me i had the feeling, he a big hornball. BUt like i put up with his drinking and the distance but now that i think of it i shouldnt have even said yes. I should have just kept quiet. I could say i fell in love with him but too bad he didnt he doesnt even talk to me anymore. I really dont care. I tried calling him with elyssa but that didnt work i freaked out. This is just not my week, i would have to say i cried more than smile in this month and to think about it, its like holy week and isnt it suppose to be joyous. why isnt it like that for me??? well i hope it goes good. I am still going on sunday to that party to where juan would have been at. I hope he will be there and all of this would be a joke but i doubt it. i really dont want to go but like my moms relatives want me going. I really dont want to though.
HAPPY EASTER WEEKEND!!