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well spring break is almost over. I basically spent it talking to my new Love Juan, I think when he comes to town or when i go back to mexico we are going to talk about you could say "us". he wrote me an email everyday 2x a day email. except for today and i am kinda worried because like he writes me every single day this started ever since january. like i never missed a day neither has he. but oh well because i am calling him sunday. Man i hope i get back in time though. because i am going to my favorite anut shohrehs house for persian new years and like i like those days but then i have school the next day and that sucks. Well i got a new purse my old fendi broke so i went it and they couldnt fix it so they gave me another kind. i am sooo happy. and i got like a whole lot of other stuff. well my spring break was pretty sad my neighbor died in such a horrible way. man i have cried alot. even though i dont know her its just sad. Her daughter was graduating this year. and she was looking forward for the graduation.
This war crap is pissing the helll out of me, people are dying and i am crying and i dont know. TV is sooo depressing now and days i just wait till 12 midnight to watch la mentira. and this chinese show. its elyssas show and mine!!!
Well i have been worried for my dad lately. he comes home late alot i do think its for work but i am young i am still thinking he is like going out with his buddies, they are all younger than him. I mean come on he designed the lights for that strip joint colorado. now what does that have to tell you!!! I dont know i love him but he doesnt know that even though he kicked me out of the house once i still love him. BUt i dont think he is doing all that. i am just curious because almost every saturday and sunday. also nights he is working late and i dont know. i am probably wrong.
TOday my uncle called. i havent talked to him in a long time. I really do miss my uncles family but what can i do. family fights do bring the walls tumbling down. Oh well i mean i havent seen my little cousin in the longest time and the oldest girl shadi. she use to be my fav. cousin but i dont talk to her. well sometimes. and then little nikki she is sooo cute. for the first time in 4 or 3 years i saw her! yah it was all good. but i dont know?
well i have been bored. i cant wait until tomorrow. i am going to go see someone!!! i just dont want to say who...hehehehe. I called josh and hes doing better. i was sooo happy like he got a tattoo on his chest and i was like can i touch it and he was like sure and then he was like thats all your touching and i was like shut up and then he got his teeth pulled and i called him to see how he was doing. hes a good kid! Charles comes back tomorrow!!!! man i am going to go out with him and i am going to mold him the way i want him. Hes like soo like spoiled though. since he was the first boy they spoil him and they give him everything i am like boy thats not good. I mean they bought a house like i dont know how many acres and like its in River OAks and like they got the dogs their own room with like what a normal human would have in their room. and i am like ooookkkkaaayyy...But i like him alot except for that hair cut. well i dont care he is a really sweet boy.
well i am going to end it here. and i am going to find a brush to brush my wet hair. i feel like singing a spanish song to you guys...damn it it reminds me of david. You know what i like or love juan the same way that i love david now. i kinda realized that. but amor de lejos amor de pendejos!
LAMENTO BOLIVIANO
Me quieren agitar, me incitan a gritar, soy como una roca, palabras no me tocan.
Adentro hay un volcán que pronto va a estallar, yo quiero estar tranquilo.
Es mi situación una desolación, soy como un lamento, lamento boliviano.
Que un día empezó y no va a terminar y a nadie hace daño.
Y yo estoy aquí, borracho y loco, y mi corazón idiota siempre brillará.
Y yo te amaré, te amaré por siempre.
Nena no te peines en la cama que los viajantes se van a atrasar.
Y yo estoy aquí, borracho y loco, y mi corazón idiota siempre brillará.
Y yo te amaré, te amaré por siempre.
Nena no te peines en la cama que los viajantes se van a atrasar...
well see you guys later...PPPEEEAACCEEE
This war crap is pissing the helll out of me, people are dying and i am crying and i dont know. TV is sooo depressing now and days i just wait till 12 midnight to watch la mentira. and this chinese show. its elyssas show and mine!!!
Well i have been worried for my dad lately. he comes home late alot i do think its for work but i am young i am still thinking he is like going out with his buddies, they are all younger than him. I mean come on he designed the lights for that strip joint colorado. now what does that have to tell you!!! I dont know i love him but he doesnt know that even though he kicked me out of the house once i still love him. BUt i dont think he is doing all that. i am just curious because almost every saturday and sunday. also nights he is working late and i dont know. i am probably wrong.
TOday my uncle called. i havent talked to him in a long time. I really do miss my uncles family but what can i do. family fights do bring the walls tumbling down. Oh well i mean i havent seen my little cousin in the longest time and the oldest girl shadi. she use to be my fav. cousin but i dont talk to her. well sometimes. and then little nikki she is sooo cute. for the first time in 4 or 3 years i saw her! yah it was all good. but i dont know?
well i have been bored. i cant wait until tomorrow. i am going to go see someone!!! i just dont want to say who...hehehehe. I called josh and hes doing better. i was sooo happy like he got a tattoo on his chest and i was like can i touch it and he was like sure and then he was like thats all your touching and i was like shut up and then he got his teeth pulled and i called him to see how he was doing. hes a good kid! Charles comes back tomorrow!!!! man i am going to go out with him and i am going to mold him the way i want him. Hes like soo like spoiled though. since he was the first boy they spoil him and they give him everything i am like boy thats not good. I mean they bought a house like i dont know how many acres and like its in River OAks and like they got the dogs their own room with like what a normal human would have in their room. and i am like ooookkkkaaayyy...But i like him alot except for that hair cut. well i dont care he is a really sweet boy.
well i am going to end it here. and i am going to find a brush to brush my wet hair. i feel like singing a spanish song to you guys...damn it it reminds me of david. You know what i like or love juan the same way that i love david now. i kinda realized that. but amor de lejos amor de pendejos!
LAMENTO BOLIVIANO
Me quieren agitar, me incitan a gritar, soy como una roca, palabras no me tocan.
Adentro hay un volcán que pronto va a estallar, yo quiero estar tranquilo.
Es mi situación una desolación, soy como un lamento, lamento boliviano.
Que un día empezó y no va a terminar y a nadie hace daño.
Y yo estoy aquí, borracho y loco, y mi corazón idiota siempre brillará.
Y yo te amaré, te amaré por siempre.
Nena no te peines en la cama que los viajantes se van a atrasar.
Y yo estoy aquí, borracho y loco, y mi corazón idiota siempre brillará.
Y yo te amaré, te amaré por siempre.
Nena no te peines en la cama que los viajantes se van a atrasar...
well see you guys later...PPPEEEAACCEEE