fuck... fuckity.......FUCK!!!!!

[mujerbonita]

well i saw charles once again and i was not happy! he was like sooo quiet and i was like boy you are wastin my time! and like i went to the Victoria Secret SALE and he was like what did you buy and i was like.....huh???? But poor boy doesnt talk to much and i am like ok how was your day??? BE SPECIFIC!!! and then Jennifer asked him he would by any chance one of these days ask me out and he was like well i am too old then she said well she likes older men...trust me. Then he was like oh REALLY?! and then he was like i work with her mom....and she was like her dad knows about you and they both like you alot from what i hear..and he...oh really?! BUt i live with my parents and i will wait until i live on my own, and i was like WTF!!! Maybe like my mom said he doesnt want to bring a girl home to his parents i dont know but i bothers me.

OMG Juan sent me a LETTER!!! I am sooo sooo happy and i was like omg!!! I wished that he lived here, He wrote a really really nice letter i was really happy when i read it. He wants to come here soon but i dont know when he will come? i hope soon maybe something might happen. I miss david though..:(

Well i went shopping bought my dress my panties my bra and shoes for the party tomorrow hopefully its nothing stupid its a persian new years and stuff and i was like omg i dont want to go and i dont want to meet like those kind of people and like my cousin will be there and i was like OMG!!