Oct 20, 2008 19:50
Yep spending next week with my girls
I fly out tuesday get the girls wed til friday then I come back saturday, yes Roisin and Rob are coming with me, travelling on my own is hard enough at the best of times but now that Roisin is mobile and very strong and stubborn, it would be a nightmare without Rob and probably still will be one anyway
I took my first photo of a squirrel yesterday!! Yes its a bit blurry as it was at full speed but hey I managed to at least get it in the shot I got some nice shots in the woods with the autumn colours. Roisin's first Autumn, she was fascinated by the falling leaves but less impressed with the breeze, she was well wrapped up, but she is like me, hates the cold.
This time last year I was completely prepared for xmas, this year, nothing done and unlikely to be until the day if at all, can't be arsed. My anti depressants were changed just after Roisin was born to combat post natal, hasn't worked, so weaned off those, switched to new ones, nope not working, the suicidal tendancies have reared their head again but I have to cope for another 4 weeks before she can change them again. My painkillers have stopped being as effective, barely taking the edge off, gp and myself included are unsure as to the cause, winter settling in causing pain, or my developing a tolerance to them, so come monday she makes the decision about upping them.
Roisin has a really bad cold and she is also getting her top teeth, the poor mite has been screaming in her sleep, I actually have to wake her up to calm her down, sooth her gums, clean her nose and comfort her, last night she did not lay still at all!!! I know because I did not sleep a wink next to her, cuddling her to settle her all night. However she is not letting it slow her down during the day, judge by the pic in gallery when I get round to putting it up. The dog has learned to run at the sound of her coming The cupboards are not safe nor is any food, she and the dog have competitions as to who can stare at you hardest til you give them some food
Anyway enough for now. Take care all.