useless mind. . .
geez it's been awhile since i've written. i am working like mad, i'm exhausted and my mind has become useless. i am literally only home long enough to sleep, then i am back at work, unfortunately i have no other options. . . i need the money. lord i hate being an adult. i walk around constantly in a daze completely in my own mind, apathetic, usually in a bad mood. i suppose it's what my co workers call being burned out. i suppose it's true, unfortunately others suffer for my moods. . . shit i'm sorry.