school and trip
college and a career are haunting me once again.
What should I do in life? My major, as of now, is still nursing but i highly doubt that I'm going to get into the program so it's like whats the point? I was going to change my major to health science but my brother convinced me to stay to try and see if I can get in this year.
there's always that inkling in me of maybe i can get in; but when i snap back to reality, i remember how competitive the whole program is. i'm pretty sure everyone that gets accepted into the program earns straight As. i got straight Bs at san jose and straight As at hayward. does that count for getting good grades for the school you transferred in to and trying to do their program? hehe.. yah right. i wish. i regret so much for not starting out at hayward.. even though it is a community/commuter school. right now, all that seems to matter is the grades. i kept telling my brother that i'm pretty sure i'm not gonna get in but he wants me to try so i will. . . i already prepared myself that i'm not gonna get in so of course ~ health science, here i come! and then nursing... i dont know. i dont even know if this is the right major for me. would people trust me to take care of them? would i even trust myself to take care of them? as of now, no. i would love to take care of people cause its soo rewarding..but i just dont know if i would be cut out for that type of job.
man. i wish i could rewind and go back to junior high days and re-do life. i would love to try different things and find out with my talents are at an early age. it's confusing to be a confused college student.. :}
good luck in school everyone who started/starts soon. do well :)
p.s. high school musical 2 is so good. zac effron is cute. since none of you guys think so, i'll take him =) thanks!