May 05, 2009 15:58
I'm feeling a little ridiculous.
A lot confused.
In an awkward position. < though I'm not sure why
Ready for summer but not prepared.
Like I want a summer job, but don't want to lose freedom.
Angry at virginmobile and also at whoever stole my phone.
Annoyed with the school and how much it hates me.
A little bit lost in life.
Today's not a good day, perhaps b/c yesterday was so good.
Maybe I should turn the light on (like for reals the light on I'm sitting in the dark lol).
I feel strangely caught up, but I know I'm actually behind.
I'm annoyed at my skin, and my regaining of weight.
Need to get my work schedule gym schedule and school schedule in sync.
Or at least in compliment.
I keep wanting to type I feel lost, because I really do.
I feel.
Lost.