* we remember the good things and not the bad *

[muhlizuh]

i soooo wanted to go to that game and kick someones ass....but he didnt let me
and well i dunno now that i think about it she is 18 and stupid. 
and i am 20 and i need to ignore everything they say cause they are young and dont know any better
so i guess i wont fight...
i'd probably get my ass kicked but i dont care. haha
anyways
ive learned to live with the past in the past and even the present in the past. i dont think about any of it
im pretending there was no past.
i miss my friends.
i know they care but they should know that talking isnt helping 
im trying not to let anything anyone says interfere this time.
i cant have another relationship ruined cause of all the gossip
i heart my friends and i understand why u say the things u do....but i dunno
i dissapoint too many people.
i miss my dad
im trying to go with the flow but somehow i know it wont work in the end. the flow isnt steady
im avoiding dillards all together
i hate it
i hate little girls that are homewreckers and talk shit
hmm..i hate my english class
i hate research papers
*rock on*