* If we are still alive in the morning,then we will know we arent dead.*
Currently:
eating- chocolate and caramel cake (made it in the microwave...lazy)
reading- Patterns for College Writing (have to for online class)
writing- essay on why famous dave's is my favorite place to eat...
wearing- shorts and a bra...
drinking- water
thinking- im getting fatter...
texting- juan
We always remember the good things more than the bad
k so i dunno...
i heart him
but i dont like the way things get
so im drawing a blank here
i cant read his mind
i thought i could but then he turned out to be a totally different guy
that i still love
so now i ask questions he answers them then i pretend he didnt answer them cause i dont know if he means it
i want things to be ok back to normal but they wont if we get back...cause everyone will dissaprove.
and i love my friends
they were there for me
when he wasnt
and he doesnt like them
so that would cause problems
more of them
right now being just friends is cool
we have no problems
we cant tell each other not to talk to this person or that one
cause we are just friends
we can hang out and watch movies or eat
and no fighting
but that just makes us friends...
are we better off as friends?
maybe...
but then i dunno...
sometimes even as friends he says things that i dont know if he knows hurt me
but i dont say anything cause we r just friends
not inviting me to his party was messed up
like he is ashamed to say we talk or something
that hurt me soooo much
just cause his friends dont like me
aye.....
last nite we were gonna buy car models and built them together but we didnt like any cars
so we rented a movie, got some burritos and i took my laptop
i did hw while we ate and watched the movie
then he had to go to bed cause he had to work early so i stayed and finished my essay and then i fell asleep
i woke up at 4am and came home.
i heart hanging out with him
i havent gone to mex since sat
and i havent gotten drunk since 2 weeks ago.
i decided not to go to warped tour cause i have a test
and i dont feel good
and i dont have money for that
and the line up sucked and i want to go to street scene and thats like 115 bucks and i want a hotel room!
and so ya i just finished my hw for the eng class im failing again.
ive been spending way too much since i use my atm now
i just swipe away
:(
i want my tatt!
*rock on*
eating- chocolate and caramel cake (made it in the microwave...lazy)
reading- Patterns for College Writing (have to for online class)
writing- essay on why famous dave's is my favorite place to eat...
wearing- shorts and a bra...
drinking- water
thinking- im getting fatter...
texting- juan
We always remember the good things more than the bad
k so i dunno...
i heart him
but i dont like the way things get
so im drawing a blank here
i cant read his mind
i thought i could but then he turned out to be a totally different guy
that i still love
so now i ask questions he answers them then i pretend he didnt answer them cause i dont know if he means it
i want things to be ok back to normal but they wont if we get back...cause everyone will dissaprove.
and i love my friends
they were there for me
when he wasnt
and he doesnt like them
so that would cause problems
more of them
right now being just friends is cool
we have no problems
we cant tell each other not to talk to this person or that one
cause we are just friends
we can hang out and watch movies or eat
and no fighting
but that just makes us friends...
are we better off as friends?
maybe...
but then i dunno...
sometimes even as friends he says things that i dont know if he knows hurt me
but i dont say anything cause we r just friends
not inviting me to his party was messed up
like he is ashamed to say we talk or something
that hurt me soooo much
just cause his friends dont like me
aye.....
last nite we were gonna buy car models and built them together but we didnt like any cars
so we rented a movie, got some burritos and i took my laptop
i did hw while we ate and watched the movie
then he had to go to bed cause he had to work early so i stayed and finished my essay and then i fell asleep
i woke up at 4am and came home.
i heart hanging out with him
i havent gone to mex since sat
and i havent gotten drunk since 2 weeks ago.
i decided not to go to warped tour cause i have a test
and i dont feel good
and i dont have money for that
and the line up sucked and i want to go to street scene and thats like 115 bucks and i want a hotel room!
and so ya i just finished my hw for the eng class im failing again.
ive been spending way too much since i use my atm now
i just swipe away
:(
i want my tatt!
*rock on*