* downhill.............*
no stupid english teacher gave me a D!!!!!!!
im taking the class over as we speak...online haha.
umm i got new friends.........
laura is like my twin haha
somehow im sad again....
i let things get to me
i try not to talk about things but i do anyways
my mom finally told me about her guy friend
thats cool i support her
i still love my dad though a lot
and its a new guy not the old one i didnt like him
last nite we all went to bol bol for yasmines bday
then we decided to go to mosca
then laura and i were supposed to dance together but she couldnt
so i danced alone
i got money haha
omg 3 strippers said i was beautiful
one was trying to hook me up with jason and i was like umm no!
i told her to hook it up with him haha cause she said he was hot
a stripper gave me 3 bucks....cause i danced for her
since when do customers dance for the strippers haha
some guys gave me money too
all in all it was a great nite cause i didnt get drunk
and today im not hungover
im just tired since we got home at almost 6am again stupid line
i heart laura
and javi
and danny
and juan
and amanda
and jason
and the strippers
sooooo alexis is still there
they lied!
she danced for me
she said thanks for being there to me :)
i heart her
lesbian? i dunnnoooooooooo im starting to question myself...
haha jk i just love strippers
everyone told me im addicted :(
i just think its my drug for happiness at this time
later when im happy i wont need to go there....or i dunno
im letting things come back to me! like memories
and im sad and i dunno
stupid school and my eng class it sucks
i miss him
he is stupid and i mean it in the most nicest caring loving way
i wish things would be ok
everytime we talk it gets worse and worse when it shouldnt be getting anything since its over for good
i dont understand why we cant just be friends
sooo much anger or something im not angry though
aye
i went to the park with juan and amanda today but i didnt really exercise cause i was sad and tired
2 people have been asking me to be their gf......but i dont want a relationship...
why not>? i dunno...... im stupid maybe a relationship would help? i mean i dont want to date around or go out with anyone
so i know i want a relationship but why do i say no to them then?
im confused.
i miss talking to jon. :(
hmmmmm im going to bed now.
*rock on*
im taking the class over as we speak...online haha.
umm i got new friends.........
laura is like my twin haha
somehow im sad again....
i let things get to me
i try not to talk about things but i do anyways
my mom finally told me about her guy friend
thats cool i support her
i still love my dad though a lot
and its a new guy not the old one i didnt like him
last nite we all went to bol bol for yasmines bday
then we decided to go to mosca
then laura and i were supposed to dance together but she couldnt
so i danced alone
i got money haha
omg 3 strippers said i was beautiful
one was trying to hook me up with jason and i was like umm no!
i told her to hook it up with him haha cause she said he was hot
a stripper gave me 3 bucks....cause i danced for her
since when do customers dance for the strippers haha
some guys gave me money too
all in all it was a great nite cause i didnt get drunk
and today im not hungover
im just tired since we got home at almost 6am again stupid line
i heart laura
and javi
and danny
and juan
and amanda
and jason
and the strippers
sooooo alexis is still there
they lied!
she danced for me
she said thanks for being there to me :)
i heart her
lesbian? i dunnnoooooooooo im starting to question myself...
haha jk i just love strippers
everyone told me im addicted :(
i just think its my drug for happiness at this time
later when im happy i wont need to go there....or i dunno
im letting things come back to me! like memories
and im sad and i dunno
stupid school and my eng class it sucks
i miss him
he is stupid and i mean it in the most nicest caring loving way
i wish things would be ok
everytime we talk it gets worse and worse when it shouldnt be getting anything since its over for good
i dont understand why we cant just be friends
sooo much anger or something im not angry though
aye
i went to the park with juan and amanda today but i didnt really exercise cause i was sad and tired
2 people have been asking me to be their gf......but i dont want a relationship...
why not>? i dunno...... im stupid maybe a relationship would help? i mean i dont want to date around or go out with anyone
so i know i want a relationship but why do i say no to them then?
im confused.
i miss talking to jon. :(
hmmmmm im going to bed now.
*rock on*