*hooka...ok!*
omg today was fun!
well umm thursday was fun..
ok soooo woke up all late
called lori
went to the mall to scope out people
went to express tried on a bikini and some shorts for sunday M2!!!
foam party and wet t-shirt contest....yay. i dunno.....again...thats why i left my house the first time...
took pictures in bikini
lori and sal said i lost soo much weight...i told them it was the juarez diet.
hmm then we saw vanessa
heard stuff than she knew her and made me feel better
but at the same time didnt...
said hi to alex who tried to make me buy sunglasses...
went home changed
ate my usual which is nothing haha
fed the dog
went to work it was fun
left work was going home and then vanessa goes into my garage all crunk
then i asked her lets go get teas
so we did
then we met people there and no one recognized me
haha
aww erickhor was there! i heart him
then we went to amandas
we smoked hooka
we drove around
i talked to border patrol/air force guy
then i went home
overall it was fun....
though i was still thinking about him dammit.
friday moscas with the girls and some guys
saturday too many plans meet angelica for a bday party at some club, hang out with my sugar daddy, hang out with vanessa, hang out with burgers and beer people
sunday M2 wet tshirt and foam party all hootchie status
i kinda think i might do things i will regret....
but it helps me cope with the whole break up thing
i have a bikini for the wet tshirt so i dont have to show anything!!!
hmm
they are trying to hook me up with someone but i am not ready...
i dont want to get hurt again and again and again....
i have okay days and then i have really bad days...
it sucks
doing so called fun things but yet im not having as much fun as i did with him
being single makes me do stupid shit. but i havent done anything yet....
*rock on*