everything is sooo clear now yet i wish it were blurry

[muhlizuh]

he told me not to lie to him and i didnt he lied to me
he told me not to cheat on him and i didnt he did to me
he told me not to hurt him and i didnt he sooo hurt me
he told me not to bring things up and i didnt he did
he told me to forget about things and i did he didnt
he told me not to make a big deal and i didnt he did
he told me to buy him things so i did he stopped buying me things
he told me to take him places so i did he didnt
he told me he was hungry so i fed him he didnt
he told me he loved me.......so i believed him..........

it takes a week of knowing someone else to throw away more than a year with someone you said was the one.

never again will i let someone take over my life, my heart, my mind, my body, and influence me in such a way....never.

i just hope u dont get hurt like u hurt me...i wouldnt wish this on my worst enemy...
then again i am my worst enemy.