holiday
i have been mulling over my new year and thinking about resoultions for the new one. I cleaned my room the other day like a super huge clean, you know how you get started cleaning one thing and next thing you know you are sitting in the bottom of your closet looking at old pictures and reading old cards. I found all these cards from lori, kat, shantell, talya back from 00 when we used to write letters and send cds. its all my fault that i have let myself fall out of the loop, because through all the years u guys are the only ones that i really still talk to. anyway i was thinking that i wanted to start knitting this year, and this is my year for change. Also i found out why i was having crazy panic attacks, i was over medicated, i take a really intentense anti inflamatory drug for my wrist so that i can work and it was conflicting with some of the other medicine i had been taking and i was crazy out of control and my blood presure was through the roof, so yea im not as crazy emotional as i thought i was