Dec 02, 2009 20:35
Yesterday, I just pass my first session for my Thesis. I don't expected that I am the first person who have had first session "sigh"
It's start on 30th November i got called from my thesis advisor said "You first session will be held tomorrow which is 1st December" while i heard, i felt like my mind lost........because of; i haven't made the power point also no preparation at all.
And thank god i finished my power point also the preparation, but i cannot slept at all at the midnight that terrifying me all the time thinking my first session
The next day which is 1st December, I got up early and ready to present for 30 minutes also the Question-answer session by Examiner 1& 2
When i present i got no problem at all but at Question-answer i really have had a problem there.
I got question by Examiner 1 which takes time 30 minutes even at my deep heart said "Oh god! please don't ask question anymore!!! I'm already at limit". Because for the Question Examiner asked me non-stop I got trap by her Questions "sad".
For Examiner 2 just asked me only few questions that i can answered it right away.
After the Question-answer session finished my Thesis Advisor, Examiner 1 & 2 calculated my grade..... when my Thesis Advisor told me i got 41 and asked how i felt about it.
Because of my mind goes blank and really sad that i was no good answering the questions from my Examiner 1 I just simply said "just usual" turned them laughing all the way. When i got told from some people who watching me all the way the first session, the total grade for first session is 50 and that was good for you got high grade.
At the end i shake hand with them, suddenly Examiner 1 said to me "why your faces like wanted to cry?" and I cried. I think the reasons are;
-I got nervous all the way from the start
-I disappointed with myself not doing well answering the questions from Examiner 1
-I relief that i passed the first session
The next will be second session that held on March. I hope I'm the first person (the fast you do it your thesis, you will relax much faster than anyone else "taken from my lecturer")
Talking aside about my First session. I recommend to all of my friends to read "Honey Hunt" when i read it, I'm totally love Haruka (he's so Tsundere)