Dec 03, 2006 01:02
Okay, for the past couple years I've been using a specific incident as an excuse. This incident was a shock for me, since it made me realize something.. Did I really need these friends? So slowly, for the next couple weeks I went off and did my own thing. If you know what I've talking about this was my "Emo" stage. I eventually came back because one friend kept trying to persuade me. However I was there psychically, but I didn't care what they said and what they did. Months past and I stood their seen unseen, silent as the night. Then I drifted away towards another group and started to take out my anger and frustration on a certain individual. Then this one individual took in so-much that he became fed up. The individual then took his life and then was reborn. Yet again I found myself drifting around with the first group then realizing that... It was my stubbornness’ that made me miss out. So for those who are confused with this entry.. you should be because..for the past two years.. I've finally found myself.