Kickin' the Habit
Dunno which attempt this is... But I was seriously sick last Sunday (ER visit @ 1am) and so I have decided to try and quit for good again. With or without Chantix this time- I just need to be Strong. I have 3.5 packs left from my normal bi-weekly carton. I think it is harder to not smoke since my smokes are like 10 feet away. But I don't have anyone to give them to right now and I'm not gonna throw out money like that.
I am feeling better. Had a massive asthma attack and the precursor to pneumonia. I don't want to feel that weak or suffocate like that ever again. While I recovered, before I knew it... I had gone a whole three days smoking ONE cigarette. Jumping directly back to my ten+/daily would probably hurt a whole lot to my newly steroid-enhanced healing lungs. Plus, the inhaler is really nerdy- lol.
Anyways, just trying to get past the craving. Totally indulged on fantastic choco sundaes and my apartment is spotless *laugh* I keep on making more elaborate snacks so that I have more dishes to complete for something later. How sad is that?
I am feeling better. Had a massive asthma attack and the precursor to pneumonia. I don't want to feel that weak or suffocate like that ever again. While I recovered, before I knew it... I had gone a whole three days smoking ONE cigarette. Jumping directly back to my ten+/daily would probably hurt a whole lot to my newly steroid-enhanced healing lungs. Plus, the inhaler is really nerdy- lol.
Anyways, just trying to get past the craving. Totally indulged on fantastic choco sundaes and my apartment is spotless *laugh* I keep on making more elaborate snacks so that I have more dishes to complete for something later. How sad is that?