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still conflicted with my feelings. i wish he would at least try, so far i'm just waiting. i've been forgetful, very much. and lazy. but i'll be working witha jewelry artist, hand made, one of a kind craft. so work is surprisingly steady; an odd steady. my pockets are never empty. one day i'll just be able to share with you the things i see instead of blabbing about the things i do. somehow i find that more peaceful. i'm thinking of sunrises and adventures to the beach; maybe a fire somewhere. things i did before.