fuckity fuck fuck
argh......damn boys.....just....just fuck them all.
they make you feel all shitty when you turn them down...but its not your fault that you don't like them like that. you can't force yourself to like/love someone. argh....fuckers
any fucking who....sammy's the greatest :)
today moises, sammy, and i skipped school. kristen didn't wanna go bcuz she wants to bring her grade up in geometry :( so after they met at the bus stop, they came here....hung out while i got ready and shit and then we went to the mall. while we were waiting for the bus...i had never been checked out by so many guys at one time. ugh...it made me feel violated :(
so we finally got to the mall...took the pictures which turned out pretty good and then we just hung out at the mall...mostly target. they had a bunch of my eyeliner...but i didn't have that much money so i couldn't get any :(
my mom called my dad today and went off on him about how i'm doing so bad in school and that it's under his parenting. but its not his fault i'm to lazy to do my work. so i felt bad and decided to make him dinner and then did the dishes without being told to and then did some laundry AND cleaned up the apartment a little. see...i can be a good daughter when i want to be....
tomorrow is my brother's birthday dinner with my mom's side of the family.so that'll be interesting. my mom and her family don't get along to well....hell my dad is closer with them. so family get togethers with her and them are always fun.
well got to go....i have my govt hsa tomorrow. oh, joy...3 hours with matt. now thats gonna be uncomfortable...after what happened to night....asshole...
they make you feel all shitty when you turn them down...but its not your fault that you don't like them like that. you can't force yourself to like/love someone. argh....fuckers
any fucking who....sammy's the greatest :)
today moises, sammy, and i skipped school. kristen didn't wanna go bcuz she wants to bring her grade up in geometry :( so after they met at the bus stop, they came here....hung out while i got ready and shit and then we went to the mall. while we were waiting for the bus...i had never been checked out by so many guys at one time. ugh...it made me feel violated :(
so we finally got to the mall...took the pictures which turned out pretty good and then we just hung out at the mall...mostly target. they had a bunch of my eyeliner...but i didn't have that much money so i couldn't get any :(
my mom called my dad today and went off on him about how i'm doing so bad in school and that it's under his parenting. but its not his fault i'm to lazy to do my work. so i felt bad and decided to make him dinner and then did the dishes without being told to and then did some laundry AND cleaned up the apartment a little. see...i can be a good daughter when i want to be....
tomorrow is my brother's birthday dinner with my mom's side of the family.so that'll be interesting. my mom and her family don't get along to well....hell my dad is closer with them. so family get togethers with her and them are always fun.
well got to go....i have my govt hsa tomorrow. oh, joy...3 hours with matt. now thats gonna be uncomfortable...after what happened to night....asshole...