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last night i had a really scary dream. i dreamt that my brother was killed and i was just about to go to the funeral. it was really sad and scary. it felt soooo real. in my dream i just couldn't stop crying. so when i woke up, it felt like it actaully happened and i started to cry, but about 5 minutes later i realized it was just a dream. when i'm done updating, i'm gonna give my brother a call and just tell him i love him...even though at times i wanna kill him.
other than the dream...i was up most of the night coughing. i would wake up every hour and have like a 10 minute coughing fit and then go back to bed.
today we had a 1/2 day :)classes were only 28 minutes i think? so we really didn't do anything. oooh in govt. i found out the greatest news ever....it turns out that mary, a friend from my old school that i pretty much grew up with but lost contact with each other when i switched schools, is friends with mia. so somehow she was brought up....oh mia and i were talking about doug duncan. and i said that i had a friend who was his neice. and mia said so did she. and thats how i found out :) so mia gave me her screen name so now i can talk to her. so yay for me.
in child dev, chris was actually being really nice to me. like he got me a book when i didn't ask him to and he put it back for me, once again not asking him to. usually i have to beg him to do something like that. so that was nice of him. in spanish nothing really happened. english nothing happened except mrs. heil talked about our papers due tomorrow and how some people still don't know what to do. but ha!! i already did it the other night. she gave us a quote from walt whitman and it asks what our verse in life will be. so mrs. heil asked us to write a paper on what our verse will be. most of my paper is about what i want to accomplish before i die, but then i said my most important goal would be to have made a great impact on atleast one person's life. its an ok paper...not my best, but i wrote it in about 20 minutes. after that discussion, we continued watching the dead poets society. in bio we didn't do much but a stupid review sheet. i'm getting VERY sick of those. we get a new one each day....
the bus ride home was interesting. moises decided to ride our bus, so i just mostly talked to him. we decided on what we want our other children to be named. well there's already craig, but he's up in heaven (god rest his soul). then if we have a daughter next year, we're gonna name it rain. and if its boy we havent decided yet....moises wants mick...but i dunno...
katie's still not talking to me. oh well. her loss. but what's really starting to piss me off is that now she's acting all best friendish with elaine and alicia....the two people who made her feel all left out. you see....last year it was always me, judith, ashley and katie. but then katie started to hang out with elaine and alicia all the time...she said she wanted a friendship like theirs. so the whole summer she ditched us for them. then around october-novemberish....i get a call from katie saying how sorry she was and how she wanted to start hanging out with us again...all bcuz elaine and alicia always left her out. and now she's back with them again? and another thing that pisses me off about her is that she's only mad at me, not kristen. kristen is the one who's supplying us with the stuff, so shouldn't she be pissed at kristen to? but nooooo she's only ignoring me....and i'm not even doing it anymore! damn high school drama....
anywho....after school today i went over to kimi's house with amanda so we could work on our dance. ah, i'm scared for tomorrow. i dont wanna preform it :( but oh well...atleast i'll pass the class. and now we know when we're defiently doing it...we're going during 4th period. so if you have an elective that class period you'll probably see it.
i don't want next week to come. we have HSA's. thank god this is my last year taking them. i have my bio one on tuesday, my govt one on thrusday and then my geometry one on friday. atleast i get to sleep in monday and wednesday and come in late :) the only one i'm really worried about is my geometry one....atleast we dont have to pass them to graduate yet. haha but the incoming freshmans might have to. but it sucks....it goes on our college transcripts :(
yay! its raining out. i love it when it rains. espically thunderstroms....
okies, i think i wrote enough. i've just been rambling. i'm waiting for my dad to get ready so i can go get some black dance pants and shirts for our performance. ok, i'm off like a dirty shirt.
other than the dream...i was up most of the night coughing. i would wake up every hour and have like a 10 minute coughing fit and then go back to bed.
today we had a 1/2 day :)classes were only 28 minutes i think? so we really didn't do anything. oooh in govt. i found out the greatest news ever....it turns out that mary, a friend from my old school that i pretty much grew up with but lost contact with each other when i switched schools, is friends with mia. so somehow she was brought up....oh mia and i were talking about doug duncan. and i said that i had a friend who was his neice. and mia said so did she. and thats how i found out :) so mia gave me her screen name so now i can talk to her. so yay for me.
in child dev, chris was actually being really nice to me. like he got me a book when i didn't ask him to and he put it back for me, once again not asking him to. usually i have to beg him to do something like that. so that was nice of him. in spanish nothing really happened. english nothing happened except mrs. heil talked about our papers due tomorrow and how some people still don't know what to do. but ha!! i already did it the other night. she gave us a quote from walt whitman and it asks what our verse in life will be. so mrs. heil asked us to write a paper on what our verse will be. most of my paper is about what i want to accomplish before i die, but then i said my most important goal would be to have made a great impact on atleast one person's life. its an ok paper...not my best, but i wrote it in about 20 minutes. after that discussion, we continued watching the dead poets society. in bio we didn't do much but a stupid review sheet. i'm getting VERY sick of those. we get a new one each day....
the bus ride home was interesting. moises decided to ride our bus, so i just mostly talked to him. we decided on what we want our other children to be named. well there's already craig, but he's up in heaven (god rest his soul). then if we have a daughter next year, we're gonna name it rain. and if its boy we havent decided yet....moises wants mick...but i dunno...
katie's still not talking to me. oh well. her loss. but what's really starting to piss me off is that now she's acting all best friendish with elaine and alicia....the two people who made her feel all left out. you see....last year it was always me, judith, ashley and katie. but then katie started to hang out with elaine and alicia all the time...she said she wanted a friendship like theirs. so the whole summer she ditched us for them. then around october-novemberish....i get a call from katie saying how sorry she was and how she wanted to start hanging out with us again...all bcuz elaine and alicia always left her out. and now she's back with them again? and another thing that pisses me off about her is that she's only mad at me, not kristen. kristen is the one who's supplying us with the stuff, so shouldn't she be pissed at kristen to? but nooooo she's only ignoring me....and i'm not even doing it anymore! damn high school drama....
anywho....after school today i went over to kimi's house with amanda so we could work on our dance. ah, i'm scared for tomorrow. i dont wanna preform it :( but oh well...atleast i'll pass the class. and now we know when we're defiently doing it...we're going during 4th period. so if you have an elective that class period you'll probably see it.
i don't want next week to come. we have HSA's. thank god this is my last year taking them. i have my bio one on tuesday, my govt one on thrusday and then my geometry one on friday. atleast i get to sleep in monday and wednesday and come in late :) the only one i'm really worried about is my geometry one....atleast we dont have to pass them to graduate yet. haha but the incoming freshmans might have to. but it sucks....it goes on our college transcripts :(
yay! its raining out. i love it when it rains. espically thunderstroms....
okies, i think i wrote enough. i've just been rambling. i'm waiting for my dad to get ready so i can go get some black dance pants and shirts for our performance. ok, i'm off like a dirty shirt.