home...
i'm home.
it's nice to be home.
i have my own little routine, i like having my own routine.
it will change once school is done for the girls.
i still am jobless...
i've applied to six places.
i hate not having a job. i need the money, and i hate having my parents pay for things.
this is going to be a long summer.
it's also weird being home. things are weird and i didn't think they would be. i didn't think they could be weird but it is.
i got my kairos letter in the mail. and i still haven't opened it yet. it's been sitting there since i've gotten home and i just look at it. i don't want to read it. it's so easy to walk right by it too. and i purposely sent it to myself during this time because i knew freshmen year would be over and i might need it then. but i don't want to look at it and realize how off track i got or how much things have really changed. changes that i don 't like and changes that i do like.
i wish i could go back to high school. things were easier then.
i had a job.
i had friends.
i liked being at school and what i was doing.
i had fun there.
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ugggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
peace out.
it's nice to be home.
i have my own little routine, i like having my own routine.
it will change once school is done for the girls.
i still am jobless...
i've applied to six places.
i hate not having a job. i need the money, and i hate having my parents pay for things.
this is going to be a long summer.
it's also weird being home. things are weird and i didn't think they would be. i didn't think they could be weird but it is.
i got my kairos letter in the mail. and i still haven't opened it yet. it's been sitting there since i've gotten home and i just look at it. i don't want to read it. it's so easy to walk right by it too. and i purposely sent it to myself during this time because i knew freshmen year would be over and i might need it then. but i don't want to look at it and realize how off track i got or how much things have really changed. changes that i don 't like and changes that i do like.
i wish i could go back to high school. things were easier then.
i had a job.
i had friends.
i liked being at school and what i was doing.
i had fun there.
pqweiereituietuq[oer,af;we ;f i;aio3r aweoir m93rfji0124958qjs;dfijoiaweurpwxmvnzlea;qpowierutya;skfjghmzxnvcb
ugggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
peace out.