Still dating...
Jason and I are still together. We decided to make things official (exclusive) just before Halloween and everything's been pretty good so far. We had a falling out today and almost broke up...but we worked it out and I think we'll be ok. We both messed up...he lied to me about a past relationship, one he had just before me (he broke it off with her to be with me...but she knew about me and they weren't exclusive) and I found out about it by accidentally seeing his email account and seeing a lot of emails from her. So I was upset with him for lying to me and he was upset with me for actually going through these emails a little bit. Which I don't blame him. I shouldn't have done that...that wasn't cool of me and I feel bad for doing that. But he shouldn't have lied to me either...especially since he's still friends with this girl. So we both apologized...after he said we should take a break. But I talked him out of that and told him this wasn't worth breaking up over. So we decided to stay together and see where things go. I need to prove to him that I'm not a snoop and he needs to be honest with me about things that can affect our relationship.
But other than that he's great. He told me he loves me...which is a first! No guy has ever told me that before and actually meant it. So I'm really geeked about that. Mainly because I love him too...so it's nice to be able to say it back and forth and actually mean it. I think other than what happened today that he's a really great guy. I love being around him and I miss him when I'm not with him. We always have a good time together, minus dumb little spats that we later laugh about, and I really think we'll be together for a while (or at least I hope so).
It's weird because growing up and even in high school and college, whenever I would imagine the type of guys I would date and what they would do for a living, I never saw myself dating a doctor! LOL! It's kinda neat in a way, however he's just another person too. It's just good because I know he'll be understanding and probably really caring when I'm sick! Whereas most guys want to run away and hide when their girlfriend gets sick! LOL! Plus it's great with my endo. Most guys freak out when girls have "female problems," but with him it's different because he understands and I can have an educated conversation with him about it. I really like that.
Honestly, there's a lot I really like about him and not much I don't like. I think the only real flaw I've noticed about him is that he sometimes has a short temper. But we've discussed it and it's ok...it's not that bad and I think he's working on it. Otherwise I love everything about him. He's almost too perfect! LOL!
So I guess that's my update.