Trust = Disappointment

[muffinsmom]

I dont trust anyone except my parents and myself

Comments

[jamielynn0722]

I think I know how and what you are talking about... I don;t know what to say... I mean if you were not with him does it really matter?? Or it is just the fact that it "might" of been wiht a friend of yours..??? It is a tricky situation...HUGS!!

[muffinsmom]

well ivre been leaving alot of crap out in the lj lately since i just dont feel like typing about it, but he said he thinks we should be together and blah blah blah....so were kinda half assedly working at it kinda, sorta, hell, i dont know anymore....have any cyanide handy?

[jamielynn0722]

You and Sean are trying to work it out??

[muffinsmom]

like i said...fucked it i know whats giong on...one min we are, next min were not...its fucking retarded.

[jamielynn0722]

girl I am shocked that you know which way is up!! LOL!!! Maybe you should join a convent for awhile.. LOL!! Steve said you can flirt with him but I get himat the end of the night.. LOL!!

[muffinsmom]

im going to go apply at the vu either tonight or tomorrow night....maybe some cash $$ will get me feeling better...i always had high selfesteem when i worked there at least

[jamielynn0722]

vu?

[muffinsmom]

deja vu