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i am home alone with the little man for the next few days. so far i've been up at midnight, 1am, 2.30am, 4am and 5.30am. i will not be leaving the house today. i'm sure at the slightest annoyance i would just throat punch the person or pull their veil off. inhibition is way down as is self control. i just don't give a fuck any more. i'd start drinking again but then i would only feel like more crap in the morning. only a month to go before husband man moves up. only a month to go.
i'm thinking in the spring- he will take me away for a few days, maybe for our anniversary in march. ahh yes if anyone deserves a long weekend away in prague- it's me.
i'm thinking in the spring- he will take me away for a few days, maybe for our anniversary in march. ahh yes if anyone deserves a long weekend away in prague- it's me.