I AM STUPID BUT I AM IN LOVE HAHAHAHAHAH
I insist to write this down,
cause' I need to remind myself that I won't make the same mistake again..
today, March 15, 2009 actually,
we fought for the first time after 5 months. wasn't sure whether it was a fight though..
no argument..
and we both cried together.
dramatic isn't it..?
by swearing to God,
I did not mean to mad at you, make you angry, and hurt you..
I never want to.
obviously I am such a brainless faggot this time...indeed.
how could I do this to you and us.....
oh my, kill me.
you said that you were 'in tears' is because when you angry at someone, you feel bad for the person, and guilty as well.
that is the first time I heard about that..I am impressed....and I love you even more now..
I cherish and appreciate more for what I have now...
I thank to the God again..
I am a lucky bitch !!!
can't help but wonder, what have I done before this? how would I met a great man like him? just my luck? God never fail me? I am a good girl? LOL.
anyway, happy 5th monthsarry ! (12 March 2009 )
I love you so much baby :)
and I still feel like we only date for 1-2 months.
do yoooo feel the same way ?
p.s: I promise I won't do that again...I will try my best to overcome the insecurity....I know you love me and you wouldn't want to leave me :D